Mad Tv- U wont hire me cuz i'm black ?

Okay so I was watching this video late night with my new friend and we were CRACKING UP. Literally. Yes, we got in troubles, but anyways, I use the word "Is it because I'm black!!?!??!" to make jokes with my friends, so listening to this comedian reminded me of myself and it was just hilarious.

But what is not funny is that some black people in our times, still have that ideal on their mind, the ideal of they not being able to get something just because of their skin color, so they blame everything on it. "You wont hire me because I'm black?", it's just sad to see how people put limitations on themselves basing on a skin tone.

I think Black is beautiful, I LOVE my skin color because it makes me beautiful, I love when a black women/men goes up and proudly says, I am black and I wont ever dream myself in other way.

Roommate :)

Sooooo I finally got a Roommate :)
I'm excited!
Her name is Olivia, she seems pretty cool and fun! We still haven't hang out or really talk to each other because we're both really busy during the day but hopefully it will get better.

I've never share a room in my life so this should be interesting, I hope we don't hate each other at the end lol. ANYWAYS, ha it's 2:10am :) I never can go to sleep on time! I need help. Ha. Tips?

My Obsession Got His Own Name And Last Name (:

January 19, 1964 was the day God blessed the earth with the presence of the best Spanish singer-songwriter ever, Ricardo Arjona; but it wasn’t until May 30^th 2009 when I was the blessed one and met him face-to-face, all thanks to the letter I wrote for him in a contest based on writing everything I could tell him if I had the chance, in the letter, I opened myself and said my deepest feelings for him. Some people call what I feel an obsession, others call it a fantasy, a few call it love; I simply call it feeling him, and it’s just the fact that he probably will never know how much I love him, but every time I lay down and listen to his songs, it’s totally impossible not to fall in love with his voice, his lyrics, his passion, his ideas and goals, and just the real way he express things no matter who likes it or not. His personality is a “take it or leave it” type, and who wouldn’t fall in love with somebody so real?

My love and respect for Ricardo Arjona can not be expressed with a simple word, and it’s because there’s no word as close as perfection as what I feel for him. And I don’t care if others could think I’m getting attached to something impossible, because when I said that I was going to meet him before I died, all of them laughed and tried to bring me down, but when it finally happened they were fake enough to say that they knew I would complete that goal.

Sadly, when I finally saw him, all I could say was... Oh my Gosh, I love you. Sad isn't it? But whatever, I still loved it.

And even if probably Ricardo Arjona himself don’t give a damn about what I feel, I’m not changing a single thing, because he’s like a tattoo for me, he’s under my skin, and to take him off it will take a long and painful process that I’m not trying to go through.

If I had five minutes alone with him again, I will use it to thanks him all the times he helped me get out of so many doubts and problems with the lyrics of his songs, and he wasn’t even trying to. The times he made me laugh when I didn’t feel like it, and when I cried listening to his songs because it feels like he wrote them thinking about me, or what I am going through. It’s because of those times that if I had just five minutes, even a second with him again, I will thanks him and let him know that he’s just one in a million.

*My favorite song ever:

Tu Reputacion - Ricardo Arjona



(:

Help.

I am stressed, like critical stress (I think that is no real)
Anyways, I can't get over it, I keep studying hard and it just don't seem to pay off! I hate inqsit by the way! I've never As a test there! I HATE IT because i know everything it's in there.

But if you have any REAL tip to get over stress, please let me know, I need it like asap

Carrie Underwood - Before He Cheats

I'm officially legal.

Today is my birthday :) I'm eighteen years old. I'm not a minor no more. I can vote and smoke and declare taxes. Wow. haha.  GOODNIGHT :)

My birthday is tomorrow? wohoo.?

Tomorrow, Wednesday, September 15th 2010 I will -FINALLY- be 18 years old. It feels weird because it's my first birthday without my family and friends, so I don't feel as excited as other years, also, I really doubt myself right now and all this college thing, I been too sad lately, I miss home so badly, I miss my friends and I miss knowing what to do, college is sucking my life away and I keep getting liars around me! I used to be really smart about everything, I used to know what was the right thing to do and what is not, but since I move here past august, I changed completely. I do not know what I want anymore, and I'm settling down for less that what I deserve, I lost the way of loving myself and I am looking for "it" in the wrong places. I lost my study habits and I am quiet in classes. Something I've never been... Nowhere. I feel like I am less than my classmates but at the same time I am not, so I feel like I am fighting myself daily and I am loosing in both sides.

I don't know. I might just need some more motivation, I might should stop being so negative. I just know that for now all I want is to go back home. But I can't quit, because quitting is for looser and I am not a looser, even if I feel hopeless most of the time... I don't know. Blogging is not helping to find a solution this time. I'm stressed and I'm hungry. UGH. I want my old life back, but I don't want to be back like a looser. UGH.


Why growing up has to be SO damn hard? Hate it.

Boreeeeeeeeed [:

A-Z [:

Instructions: Fill out these questions and make a new note called ‘ABC About You.’

ABC About You Questions

A - AVAILABLE: No? But I'm Single :)
B - BIRTHDAY: Sept. 15th
C - CRUSHING ON: Ricardo Arjona <3 (Colombian singer)
D - DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Coffee
E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Joel Joseph
F - FAVORITE SONG: Tu reputacion- Ricardo Arjona
G - GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Bears[:
H - HOMETOWN: Santo Domingo; DR
I - IN LOVE WITH: Life.
J - JUGGLE: NO.
K - KILLED SOMEONE: have you?

L - LONGEST CAR RIDE: Indiana from Chicago. ugh!!!!!!!!!!;
M- MILKSHAKE: Double Hershey Chocolate <3
N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
O - ONE WISH: To accomplish my goals

P - PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Ex-boyfriend
R- REASON TO SMILE: Food!!! :D
S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD: Neighbors know my name - Trey S.
T - TIME YOU WOKE UP: 9:00 am
U - UNDERWEAR COLOR: Was so sleepy when I put it on that I don't remember.
V - VEGETABLE(S): lettuce and carrot :)
W - WORST HABIT: Self-inflicted stress

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: torax, teeth?
Y - YOYOS ARE: something I CAN NOT do! ugh
Z - ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo♥

Random Questions About You

Spell your name without vowels: RSNLLYS :) now that is sexy ♥
Your favorite number: 15
What color do you wear most?: Black and no, I'm not emo.
Least favorite color?: PINK.
What are you listening to?: Taylor S.
Are you happy with your life right now?: Do I got another option?
Are You watching good movie: not right now
What was your favorite class in school?: Govt in high school, Finance 101 in College.
Who is your best friend: Joel Joseph
Are you outgoing?: Yes! Maybe too much.
Favorite pair of shoes?: All my heels!
Can you dance?: Lol I try?
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: I promise I did it ONCE :D
Can you whistle?: not really :(
Write with both hands?: Yes, but it's awkward to use the left hand
Walk with your toes curled?: Yes haha

THE DO'S

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: Yes
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes
Do you believe in magic?: Yes
Do you believe in Love at first sight?: Not really, I believe in attraction at first sight
Do you believe in Satan?: yes
Do you believe in Santa?: No.
Do you know how to swim?: Yes
Do you like roller coasters?: No but I still get on
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: NO. hahahah

THE HAVES

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yes! A lot, and I hate them :(
Have you ever asked someone out?: On a date? Oh yes! I am not the ones that wait YEARS
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Yes ♥
Have you ever been to the ocean?: I lived in the middle of it :D
Have you ever painted your nails?: DUH.
Have you ever been in love?: No

Have you ever date a football player?: Twice. One word: Stressful. 

THE WHATS

What is the temperature outside?: cold enough for me

What radio station do you listen to?: None.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Olive Garden
What was the last thing you bought?: CLOTHES :)
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: Teen mom

THE WHOS

Who was the last person you IM'd?: My sister

Who was the last person you took a picture of/with: Him! [:
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Carley! :) by facebook
Who was the last person you kissed and when? Eric and yesterday ♥

CRYING SECTION

Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex? yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: most of the time
Do certain songs make you cry?: yes

HAPPY SECTION

Are you a happy person?: Whenever I want to

LOOK AT ME

What is your current hair color?: My natural color? Dark Brown
What is your current eye color? Chocolate brown :) ?

CURRENTLY WEARING

What shirt are you wearing?: Sport bra?
Pants: Jeans
Shoes?: none
Necklaces?: None
Underwear: Of course duh so nosey by the way!!!!!

IN A BOY/GIRL

Favorite eye color: Green!
Short or long hair: Short
Height: Tall, 6'0, TALLER.... TALL!

HAVE YOU EVER

Been to jail: Ha, no
Mooned someone: No
Thought about suicide: No
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes
Cried in school: I have and it's really embarrassing. 

Thrown up in a store: EW no
Wanted to be a model: yes; I did it for a while; too much stress
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: hahahaha YES
Seen a dead body: Yes. yuck
Been on drugs: shhhh. My pain killers count? :)
Gone skinny dipping: YES hahahaha oh spring break. It was in a private pool tho :)

THIS OR THAT

Single or Group Dates: Depends.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Strawberries or Blueberries: both
Meat or Veggies: meat
TV or Movie: Movie
Adidas or Nike: both
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn flakes!

Pepsi or Coke: COKE♥

Black or white: Brown

Obama or ..... : haha tricky

Sexy or Beautiful: Beautiful

Sexy and rude or Ugly and nice: This is ridiculous 

Talking or writing: talking

Cellphone or computer: cellphone

I'm such a weirdo :) haha

My 18th birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!

In FIVE days I'll finally be legal :)
And it is on a Wednesday the 15th! An English class's day...So Professor!!!!!!!!!! Cake? Please :D or a balloon? haha

Secret Admirer :)

On July 13th 2010, I checked my email and found a big surprise, an anonymous message with a video attached named "Your secret admirer", his/her message said: "You have changed my life and you don't even know it, I'm your secret admirer Rosnellys Perez, download the video in this message, this not a virus, trust me you'll love it. See you soon."

At first I was peeing my pants. That was fucking creepy -sorry I like to curse :)-. But once I watched the video I didn't know if I should be scare or excited that someone has been watching my pictures for so long, and even had me on myspace because some pics are not from facebook, and even said I'VE CHANGED THEIR LIFE.... HOLLY SHIT... It kind of made me feel special, I felt like I was a big part of someone elses life.

So yea it's creepy but I love the song [: so that shows that this person even knows what I like/don't like. I was wondering who did it? I had no clue. But then by August I found out it was my ex-boyfriend, the one I had back in Dominican Republic before moving to U.S.A.... That made me hate the video for a while :) but blah, I'm weak, and I like the video. So whatever. WATCH IT :) or don't... Is up to you, but if you have been reading this then WATCH IT, because it shows that you're bored, like me :D ha.

Let me know what you think *

 

 

10 things not everybody knows about "Rosie"

1- Rosie and Rosnellys are actually NOT the same person. Yes, it's me, but I act different. Rosie is too outgoing and nice, but Rosnellys likes to just sstay in and cuddle and watch movies, etc. -Yes, I'm talking about myself in 3rd person :) awesome!-

2- I'm only SEVENTEEN years old and in college.

3- I stress over EVERYTHING.

4- I've never been in love with a guy.

5- To lie results real hard for me.

6- I doubt myself a lot.

7- I made the biggest mistake of my life in my 3rd week in  college. I'll always regret.

8- I can smile for an entire day :)

9- I'm actually really good giving advices, but I'll never follow any.

10- I can belly dance, but I can't dance like DANCE DANCE, you know what I mean? No? Me either :) touche !

2am [:

I seen this in Erika's blog and I'm too bored and not sleepy yet, plus a little stressed so this should entertain me a little, and help you get to know me :)

Ten of the most important people in my life:
1. God
2. Parents
 3. Sisters
4. Brother
5. Nanny
6. Meirellys
7. Joel Joseph
8. Jesse Joseph
9.Mia Penelope
10. My dad's family (that is like 100)


Nine things in my room right now:
1. FOOD ♥
2. Fans
3. Lots of homework
4. Pictures
5. Dirty dishes
6. Bed
7. Purple dots in the walls
8. His sweater ♥
9. Phone!

Eight of my favorite movies:
1. In the time of the butterflies
2. Snow white
3. Saw I-VI
4. The Ugly Truth
5. Titanic
6. Memories of a Geisha
7. Why did I get married too
8. all Final Destination

Seven things I love about college:
1. Freedom
2. Classes with breaks between
3. Professors treat me like an adult
4. The campus
5. My single room :) HA!
6. The people ♥ and him!
7. Coffee is right across the street

Six people I hung out with tonight:
1. Abigail
2. Emily
3. Brekell
4. Asia
5. Victoria
6. Jasmine

Five pets I've had:
1. Fifi (Dog)
2. Rubi (Dog)
3. Jolie (Dog)
4. Snoopy (Dog)
5. Sexy (Dog)

Four of my biggest pet peeves:
1. Being told what to do
2. Being ignored
3. Being take advantage of
4. Mistaken me being nice with me being easy

Three of my favorite colors:
1. Lilac
2. Green
3. Purple

Two of my goals:
1. To graduate in 4 years
2. Make my dad so proud he wont have any reason to doubt me again.

One person I miss the most:
1. Myself.

Republica Dominicana♥ Dominican Republic♥

Aweeeeee sweet place I call  H O M E ♥